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Insya Allah in 3 days...

 








The beginning of Trimester 2 is on 1st April 2012;

This is the time I am hoping to gain some strength and coping better to catch up with my ignorence feeling towards many things I used to do...to bond more with this precious gift from Allah...amiiinn


Next...Trimester 3 will start on July 15th 2012;

It's my mother's birthdate! This is the time approaching Ramadhan 1433, I am hoping to gain strength to fast completely, prepare for the upcoming new stage of my life, bonding more and more with the baby..amiiinn


Then..week 40 is on 7th Oct 2012;

Insya Allah, everything will turn out fine, I will safely deliver dear kid with his/her perfect health and smooth sailing moment with hub's azan/iqamah..amiiinn

The journey to raise a great caliph begins...o Allah, please grant our wishes!

Note:Image from Yahoo Image

alhamdulillah

Rupanya bulan 3 ni barulah ada entri di tahun 2012..baru terperasan.


Sedar tak sedar dah pun 10 minggu lebih alhamdulillah, syukran ya Allah kerana rezeki ini, ku mohon perlindunganMu buat si dia dan diriku dari segala kemudaratan, hendaknya selamat, sihat dan sempurna..amiin.


Begitulah sebenarnya hati ini tertanya-tanya tentang keadaan si dia di sana, hanya pada Allah ku bergantung harap yang baik-baik saja dan berserah diri. Dah bertambah faham tentang naluri seorang ibu, rasa bimbang dan prihatin yang tak berbelah bagi..terima kasih mak di atas segala yang telah mak harungi demiku.


Pada mulanya aku sedari tentang pemberianNya ini, aku tak rasa apa-apa lagi..rasa lapar tu ada, tapi memang aku suka/kuat makan pun  :)  Jadi ada jugalah perasan yang aku tak ada sangat 'morning sickness' kot :)


Seminggu lepas tu memang ada rasa berangin lebih dari biasa dan macam loya (aku memang banyak angin orangnya, maka loya/pedih ulu hati tu biasa berlaku) namun lama-kelamaan dah boleh bezakan yang kali ini bukan macam selalu tu tambahan pula waktu berlaku tu lebih kerap dan ada 'trend'.


Masuk minggu 7-9 memang loya yang ku sangka mampu ku tahan (tertanya-tanya juga macamana rasa loya orang yang muntah-muntah mesti sangat teruk sampai tak dapat ditahan) akhirnya tidak lagi bertahan..pagi dan malam akan ada sesi..mula-mula tak keluar makanan, lama-lama dah pandai keluar makanan :) tapi dapat sekali dua keluar pun dah lega sikit, yang selebih berjaya ku tahan sebab takut juga terlampau dilayan muntah ni mudarat pula huu, terutamanya buat si anak yang disayangi, tak sampai hati nak biar perut bergelora dan bergegar semacam dek muntah.


Mulut rasa macam orang demam tu biasa..kemudian bila makan tu, terutama rasa makanan yang ketara manis, masam, masin akan melekat dekat lidah ni walaupun dah minum atau dah berus lidah hehe..walaupun nak sedap mulut cuba makan minum yang berperisa, sebenarnya lebih afdhal minum air kosong je..bila tak ada rasa jadi neutral sajalah yang terlekat.


Pening-pening sekali sekala, letih ya amat terutama bila dah malam tu biasa juga, rasa mengantuk sangat yang tak pernah ku rasa sebelum ni. Terjaga dari tidur sebab nak buang air kecil sangat pun biasa, pada mulanya hampir setiap malam tapi lama-lama tidaklah setiap malam, kadang-kadang terkejut sebab rasa sakit pada ari-ari yang hilang setelah bangun ke tandas..itupun semakin lama berkurangan..cek DR tak ada jangkitan urin..alhamdulillah.


Bangun pagi mesti minum air dan capai biskut kering sekeping dua sebelum bangun dan mandi untuk ke pejabat, sebab kalau tak, tak sempat sampai dah LAPAR sangat, bila lapar, angin bergelora, loya bertandang, pedih ulu hati mendidih..lapar yang macam rasa nak nangis.


Menghampiri minggu ke 10, ada 3 hari yang langsung tak muntah..alhamdulillah..lepas tu 2 hari dia tukar kepada seharian loya, letih dan lapar bercampur aduk dan masuk semalam alhamdulillah tak muntah sehingga ke hari ini..yang ada hanyalah lapar macam biasa, letih/ngantuk..dan yang aku perasan sangat aku lebih 'morning sickness' atau mabuk laut :) di petang hari. Kalau makan malam tu kalau boleh nak santap just before maghrib, lepas tu dah malam sikit boleh makan buah dan susu saja..


Begitulah serba sedikit catatan perjalananku dari kaca mataku..ketika aku menghadapinya aku cepat-cepat terkenangkan mak dan aku yang menjadi punca mak dulu pun rasa yang sama..insaf dan kagum..jadi bertambahlah kesabaran..di samping terus berdoa dan berdoa pohon kemudahan buatku dan keselamatan buat anakku. Juga, cepat-cepat ingat balik pada doaku yang tak putus-putus memohon rezeki ini.


Setakat ini, aku cuma minum susu untuk ibu mengandung, teruskan makan asid folik dan ambil vitamin hamil homeopati rentetan pengambilan homeopati beberapa bulan sebelum aku dikurniakanNya rezeki ini.
Selebihnya, ku serahkan padaMu ya Allah, ku panjatkan doa agar anak ini sihat, sempurna dan selamat, dapat aku kandung dan lahirkan dengan sihat, sempurna dan selamat jua..amiin. Terima Kasih Ya Allah!

SILENT KILLER ON THE LOOSE

So long ago that I last updated..and here I am talking about silent killer on the loose!

It has been in my mind like for ever..this tense driven by 'respectful' SMOKERS.

Especially lately I JUST CANT TAKE IT! Why must they smoke like they are giving us air purifier or freshner with calming fragrant???? They smoke everywhere, all the time, they throw it away wherever they are standing cos they just could not care.

I truly 'respect' those who accompanies them while eating, while walking, while talking cos this people are just so rude that they can just puff the nasty poisonous thing on the face of their companion.

They could just forget about the monstrous photos on the cigarrette box, the giant posters or loud campaign..they can just say go to**** with it! What they know is that I am addicted and I only live for it.

I am seriously sick with this mentality and also sick living inside this smokey atmosphere here in my beloved land, or should I still feel beloved after all the poison going on? Furthermore to add onto this sickening thing, my officemates who has no fear, no mercy and no intention to be civilised are so clever to smoke in groups at the stairways having fun like nobody's business, forget about NO SMOKING INSIDE OFFICE BUILDING..and the smokes go back in the office through the air-cond. ventilation!!! 

Where has civilised, educated manhood gone to??? Or do they ever existed? 

They dont deserve this world! Go find planet NICOTINE..

FROYO!

Froyo? Frozen Yogurt..by Tutti Fruti

We went to have a sneak peak at the Nilai 9Avenue branch few weeks back..hmm..at first we went to Seri Bangi but it opens only at 12, and we were already there at 11am..off we went without waiting :(

Finally we went to 9 Avenue after not so heavy dinner at CRS. My hubby was just waiting at the table, letting me do the choosing (haha I was so amaturish and 'jakon' with the machine and what not), thankful that not so many people were there so the clumsiness was only witnessed by the workers there :)

I chose Death By Chocolate, Vanilla and Mango with some white dragon fruit and Longan, chocolate rice & chips, chocolate syrup & cashew nuts. (wish there are more choices of nuts and favourite fruits of mine).

The cost is fixed by weight at RM5.xx per 100g. My collection weighted 300g plus therefore I had to pay about RM18! (huu I guess it is only fine for a trial and rare occassion then).
My one and only favourite Jamoca ice cream costs me much less for a cup (of course no choice for this & that.. take whatever you like hehe)

The taste? Hmm I dont know about the original yogurt that they do offer too, but for whatever I chose that night, it was nice..not so much of yogurtness taste that you might end up running back to ice cream haha.. All of them..I guess I chose the right ones cos my hubby liked them too. They were all taste lighter in sweetness as compared to ice cream and less diaryness taste too.

Have a sneak peak yourself and give your views!

NOW OPEN-NILAI 9 AVENUE

CHOICES OF CUPS READY FOR YOUR HUNT :)

Tentang OPK

contoh-ihsan Yahoo Image

Sejak kebelakangan ini, selalu juga terserempak dengan tajuk yang bermula dengan tentang.. :) mungkin penangan cerita Tentang Dhia..yang saya tak pernah tengok tu..


Dalam tempoh beberapa bulan kebelakangan ini, saya telah mencuba OPK (Ovulation Prediction Kit). Pada mulanya saja hendak cuba-cuba, lama-lama jadi selesa pula nak perhatikan setiap bulan bila saya ovulate dan yang paling penting adakah ovulate?


Jenama yang saya mula-mula sekali cuba adalah jenama G. Dalamnya ada 5 set kayu uji. Saya telah menggunakan jenama yang sama selama 3 bulan berturut-turut.


Cubaan Pertama: Mula cuba CD12, LH Surge dikesan CD14 (lebih terang),CD15 & CD17 (sama terang)
Cubaan Kedua; Mula cuba CD13, LH Surge dikesan CD14 (lebih terang), CD15 (sama terang)
Cubaan Ketiga; Mula cuba CD13, LH dikesan CD 16 (lebih terang)
(sebenarnya agak terkeliru dengan cubaan kedua & ketiga, sebab tak rekod dan sangatlah pelupa ni!..tapi memang setiap cubaan ada surge..alhamdulillah!)
Cubaan Keempat; Pertama kali cuba jenama D. Cuma ada 4 set kayu uji. Mula cuba CD14 garis T sangat pudar seolah tiada, CD15 pula garis T semakin jelas tetapi masih pudar berbanding garis C (tiada surge lagi), dan semalam CD16 garis T jauh lebih terang daripada garis C!!! Alhamdulillah..

Semasa berkunjung ke hospital dan buat TVS semasa CD15, direkodkan terdapat satu folikel dominan 17x16mm..mungkinkah semalam dah pun melonjak kepada 20x19mm dan hari ini sudah cecah 22x23mm!!...amiinn..
Dan yang paling mengujakan..bila diberitahu ET berukuran 10.33mm!! Saya tak nampak skrin, jadi saya percaya sepenuhnyalah pada Sonographer tu..dan saya percaya! Sebab saya mahu percaya!

Sepanjang saya buat TVS walaupun pada cycle IUI, tak pernah ET saya setebal ini..syukur ya Allah..mungkinkah kerana bantuan akupuntur/homeopati?..apa pun pastinya dengan izin mu ya Allah..

Cubaan kali ini diteruskan dengan penuh positif, tawakal dan bersyukur..ya Allah aku tetap mengharap rezekiMu yang satu ini..walau ku sedari banyak hutangku padaMu yang belum usai..berilah aku peluang ya Allah..dimakbulkan doaku..dimudahkan bagiku menemui jalan harapanku untuk aku penuhi janjiku...lenyapkanlah kebencian & kekecewaan di hatiku...terima kasih ya Allah..

tiada yang mustahil dengan izinMu - gambar ihsan Yahoo Image

Oh Allah..Please Grant My Wish..

I know that I dont deserve anything without Your mercy

His birthday is around the corner..next will be our 4th anniversary..

I wish for One gift for him..for us..

I wish to have it no matter how we have to go through..though I beg You hard to give us the easiest way within our reach..

Give me peace Oh Allah.. at heart..always ready for any possibilities but in peace & composure & most importantly, dont let us be fell apart through this windy stormy days..

Cos I wish the most.. to stay with him when the rainbow is up..

Oh Allah..Please Grant My Wish..to give him this One birthday gift..with Your mercy...I have faith for it to come true..

*Pic. courtesy of Yahoo Image

SHORT TRIP TO SOUTH

What to babble yeah? Oh yes..we had short trip to south recently, a trip for work but we took it also as 'makan angin' plus a brief visit to grandma's cottage..

Went where?

@ Projek Pertanian Moden, Kluang

Stayed where?

From the window of Katerina, Batu Pahat

First time ever that I stepped my feet here in Batu Pahat..see that big building..it is actually like a big ship in the middle of the town..guess what it is? It is the Police HQ. The township design is more to parallel rather than scattered therefore the road is not so much confusing.

So we arrived later that day, after a quick rest (well not really cos we managed to take a nap), we took a welcome coffee/tea near the pool then tried to find a place for dinner. I brwosed and browsed for a recommended spot and went to this Nasi Beryani Gam nearby Hospital BP but apparently it does not serve dinner!

Luckily I saw this one food court approaching BP town from Muar, it is actually across the Putra Medical Centre..and it is open at night (well only very few of the stalls). We went straight in and actually were hoping to bump into Asam Pedas thing but none to be found...instead;

Chicken Bryani Gam

Singapore Murtabak

The Bryani was great..there got choices of chicken, lamb and beef..I thought the sold out one was lamb but it happened to be beef instead. Must be the beef version is good! We chose Ayam Masak Merah & it was yummy!

As for the Murtabak, it was huge! I mean..so wide that the plate was super size with no extra space on the plate for other things, served with curry and like a vinegar sauce. Well as for that we had actually have had better before. Probably too because of the yumminess of the bryani, we dont felt that great with the murtabak on top of being quite full for such a huge bread full with minced meat and egg.

The trip was short but the mission was accomplished! I enjoyed every moment spent with my hubby, I know for sure.. in my heart.