Wednesday, June 13, 2012

The Second Part

It is already 2/3 of the second tri alhamdulillah. Insya Allah by mid July, I'll be in my last tri.
It has been much better since month 4 in terms of nausea, bad taste of the tongue, bad smell sometimes, and no mood to think of other than lying down n rest or cover mouth and nose.
Also, the urge to eat like every 2 hours has been reduced, yeah I can wait until proper lunch and sometimes
proper dinner (usually need to have slight makan petang).

What I feel at the moment is tired. Sometimes I really need to lie down and sleep and really sleep cos the feeling of sleepy is so bad. Then, I can't just eat bread in the morning or I'll go crazy two hours later.
I need heavy carbo breakfast such as rice, meehoon, mee etc.
Lunch, yeah hard to say no to rice and a lot!  Nasi separuh is not a wise option anymore.
I am already hungry by 12 noon.

Dinner, it should be by 8pm or else it's the uncomfy feeling in the tummy.
It's rice again, and I just need to add more and more rice.
The hunger is difficult to satisfy, I really feel I am eating for two!
I do love rice and eat quite some all this while but this time the urge is different.
It is not so much about apetite or desire but the URGE.
My little kid needs nutrient to grow and grow, yeahh I have to make sure about that.

What else? I do have the mood to do other things other than lie down much better than before, but since I am soooo tired at times, I just could not be bothered even to watch TV.

The eagerness to meet the little one has grown more, and also the worrying part as a mother. I worry what I put in my mouth, what I swallow, what wiil be given to my child inside. The world is full with germs, poison and all sorts..people smoking, coughing, sneezing, the so unhygienic world we live in.
I am sort of paranoid mother to an unborn child.

Only one thing can stop Allah I pray hard and leave my high precious hope all the time that this kid will turn out alright, perfectly healthy...please Allah, always protect my baby from any badly unwanted effects and do protect and guide me from doing mistakes in the process of carrying this precious gift from you...aamiinn. May the journey for both us be well.

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